Please Let Me Find

She wanted nothing more than to understand the world But she was nothing more than the girl who cried at the stars And wished upon meteors And she wanted so desperately to go on Living and believing Everyone was exactly how they seemed Well what a dream you were living in I guess a lot of things have changed since then Now I am aching to get this weight off my chest So here's a eulogy To all these old pieces of me that have left that have left I'll leave a rose on your doorstep to let you know that I still Think of you often Please let me find in this darkness A speck of light Please don't make me hold on for dear life Imagine reading a dictionary front to back Still coming up wordless But still I have a hard time buying into the feeling that life is worthless Should of known you've seen it all And really I'm rather comparatively small But what's it to you Surely it's nothing new It's nothing new But please let me find in this darkness A speck of light 'Cause I'll hold tightly to life I'll sleep at night with it around my neck like a noose It's nothing new It's nothing new