I Don't Even Want To Be Around Anymore

so tell me how you've been

cause i keep losing my keys and mind like

so caught up in finding them i swear

no matter how little i wanna be there

do you even wanna be here

well i'm just makin small talk

so tell me how you've been

and she said, yeah she said

Oh!

now you wanna come around when i'm makin moves

you do the same old little shit that you always used to do

i trashed everything we had

and watched it bloom

watched it bloom

watched it bloom

into something new

so tell me where i'm at

cause i don't wanna fall this flat again

i'm slowly sinking in

no sense in sulking in it

cause i feel the pressure of it all

and i know you know this is how it goes

i come around sparsely and you say

Oh!

you only come around when i'm makin moves

you do the same old little shit that you always used to do

i trashed everything we had

and watched it bloom

watched it bloom

watched it bloom

into something new

so tell me how you've been

word is you're suffering

so is this how it ends?

and i don't know what to say

so i'll say it and find out the hard way

it pains me every day

cause im so caught up in

the back and fourth about this

the funny thing about this is

i've given nothing

i've given nothing

and i keep myself held to that change

and hope you find some solace in the same

cause heaven knows

we need the resolve

so tell me how you've been

a few years down the road and i'm still

looking for them

Oh!

you only come around when i'm makin moves

you do the same old little shit that you always used to do

i trashed everything we had

and watched it bloom

watched it bloom

watched it bloom

into something new

so tell me how you've been

word is you're suffering

so is this how it ends?