Everything

I'm addicted to a little bit of everything

I'm addicted to the chase, the raw feels

Says my heartbeat

"If you ain't in the game then you ain't real"

G-g-get over it

Got a little bit of everything

Twice a week, twice at least

In my own league

Don't you know that I'm incapable of fumbling?

You call me crazy but I feel this is it

This is everything

This is everything

I wear a little bit of everything

And all I see around me is smoke, scent of insanity

Fucked up

This little game has got me on my knees

More adrenaline to fill up my shit, voices

"So afraid to be alone,

Waiting by the phone

For a miracle

Ain't nobody getting you out your home"

Fuck everyone and everything

I'm putting on some porn

Sleeping naked on the floor

Contemplating

(Woah, dude, why you're so yelling for?

Just take a relaxation, or chill pill.

It's nothing serious.

Just laugh

And happy yourself to be happy)

I'm addicted to a little bit of everything

If I ever feel the feeling I hang on to shit

Don't you know that I'm incapable of honesty?

Think I died a little cos I feel this is it

This is everything

This is everything

The guilt, the shame, the pain

A little bit of everything to keep me sane

I gave up on all I had to chase some fame, away

In three years time are you even gon' remember my name? I mean

Now this is everything

This is everything

This is everything

On the verge of self harm

I should never let myself stay alone with my mind

It's too dark, too dark

Calling up all the stars

Distract myself forever to not open up scars

Is too much a lot?

I'm going up the ladder but I don't know what's at the top

No new thoughts, no round plots

Just a man and the hole in his heart

Everything goes dark