The Reaper (feat. Don Michael Jr)

Father forgive me, look in my dad's eyes See the pain he been livin' with since his past lives When all my relationships have been capsized I'ma be in over my head and I ain't been baptized I float between reality and broken dreams I run with the wolves like Minnesota's team Another hopeless fiend for the dopamine Can't remember when my soul was clean or what "sober" means It's deeper than a metaphor I ain't got the energy to fight depression's war anymore Opportunity knockin' but it just get ignored Until the day that I'm knock-knockin' on heaven's door I say a prayer and hope somebody get the message Nobody there, talkin' to myself, schizophrenic Pathetic, I wonder if it's my punishment Doin' six feet worth of dirt till I'm buried under it Tell me something I don't know I plant a seed inside the dirt I do but it won't grow I'ma reap what I sew, though But this is not the way I ever thought it would go, no Tell me something I don't know I plant a seed inside the dirt I do but it won't grow I'ma reap what I sew, though But this is not the way I ever thought it would go, no Yeah Mama, forgive me I was on some bullshit, you would be disappointed with me I heard they can't prosper with no weapons formed against me But shit, I also heard that she'll be faithful if she's into me The lies just be flying huh I know some people pushing rock but they can't throw no diamonds up I was breaking women's hearts and just blamed it on timing, huh Cause I was in a dark place You'd be fine with dying said my mind when all my thoughts race And really, I don't know about the statute of limitations So there's shit that I don't flow about I'm careful with these bars that I be throwin' out If heaven's real, for real, they'll probably close me out I'm sneakin' in, they'll throw me out I coulda chose a holier route, but me? I wanted gold in my mouth Golden neck and glowin' wrist Product of the hood, so lookin' good was on my goals to get A lotta dudes did way worse, I could've done way better Karma never quits but I'ma live like never say never For real Tell me something I don't know I plant a seed inside the dirt I do but it won't grow I'ma reap what I sew, though But this is not the way I ever thought it would go, no Tell me something I don't know I plant a seed inside the dirt I do but it won't grow I'ma reap what I sew, though But this is not the way I ever thought it would go, no