lol. (feat. Jedwill & wishlane)

Talked to someone selling sanity in a 6-pack

I guess I’ll take whatever I can get

Cuz i’ll admit, I get happier when you text back

I guess I haven’t been that happy yet

Another night away from you

Is just a night alone

But you told me I have your heart

So I black out the days apart

(Right?)

Don’t leave

I don’t have it in me to find somebody else

Cuz “somebody else” once was you

& I don’t know how to be alone

I’ve been

Tryna keep it together & I hope it helps

& I’m hoping it helps me too

But infatuation’s all I know

Thought I should ghost you

(Boo)

I need a second to be quiet like I’m s’po- to

Intermission is a symptom of decisions to love and love and love and love and love

(Why do I hate being here why do I hate being here)

And it just goes until I’m burning out, Cupid I’m down for the count

(And I’m and I’m and I’m and I’m)

Crucifixated can’t cast these demons like I’m s’posed to

I’d be elated if every word you said didn’t shift my whole mood

It’s okay if you hate me I only have my own mind to lose

So take the closure too

I’m so

Infatuated with the way that you move

And i dont wanna walk around like i got something to prove &

I need you to dumb me down til im nothing

So please don’t leave this soon (dont leave this soon)

What was it you said when we made out in my dream

About how seeing ain't believing when its all on a screen?

And now everyone around us is showing teeth

So please dont leave

Don’t leave

I don’t have it in me to find somebody else

Cuz “somebody else” once was you

& I don’t know how to be alone

I’ve been

Tryna keep it together & I hope it helps

& I’m hoping it helps me too

But infatuation’s all I know

The knife between my shoulders is my own

& I don’t wanna take it out

Mm-mm

I had a dream last night about us both

But I don’t know what that’s about

I never know what they’re about