The Continual Condition

A city drenching me in sin Atop these buildings we're both sinking As we swim in our continual condition You found a way inside my head and left me hanging by a thread. Gutted out, replaying every line you said and thinking Why can't I just forget it and why can't I live without you I wish I held my ground or I could just go back and disappear from you I let you in you stole a piece of me And now I can't take, I can't take it I can't take it back from you again You carved my body from the inside out Never hesitated, hesitated Left me on the boulevard here to bleed Your eyes had pureness cutting through You had me breaking my own rules, assuring me it's okay This is different, you know we're different I'm such a mess I've tried and tried to unlearn your spell Uncross the line maintain my confidence outside But this pain it won't escape me I let you in you stole a piece of me And now I can't take, I can't take it I can't take it back from you again You carved my body from the inside out Never hesitated, hesitated Left me on the boulevard here to bleed A city drenching me in sin Below these buildings I'm still sinking As I swim in my continual condition I'm off the beaten path, smashing every light I pass I'm so far away, and the darkness makes me need you I let you in you stole a piece of me And now I can't take, I can't take it I can't take it back from you again You carved my body from the inside out Never hesitated, hesitated Left me on the boulevard here to bleed You left me here to bleed