Never Sober

Work all week but for what reason Depressed and anxious maybe I need treatment Feeling like I'm about to go off the deep end No wonder I'm never sober on the weekend Work all week but for what reason Depressed and anxious maybe I need treatment Feeling like I'm about to go off the deep end No wonder I'm never sober on the weekend No wonder I feel this way How I feel this pain how I feel is strange Wipe a tear from my eye but the tears leaving stains Down my face I won't reveal it eh I mean take a look at me after three surgeries You want to communicate but you can't get through to me You're 'bout to write a eulogy you're begging do not do it please Honestly my mental health is draining yeah it's looking weak I thought about giving up giving up my life I thought about people getting pissed if I died I'm not tryna hurt you honesty I'm tired Don't wanna deal with my feelings I don't wanna cry Look at this look at me I can't even stand it I can't even describe it in my raps dammit I know I shut down it's a bad habit But how do I explain it when I can't understand it These drugs got me feeling like life is a field trip Get me off the bus 'cause I don't wanna feel this Take away the pain that I don't wanna deal with Maybe going numb is the only way to heal this Work all week but for what reason Depressed and anxious maybe I need treatment Feeling like I'm about to go off the deep end No wonder I'm never sober on the weekend Work all week but for what reason Depressed and anxious maybe I need treatment Feeling like I'm about to go off the deep end No wonder I'm never sober on the weekend I know that you look at me thinking it is hopeless huh You wonder if there's hope for us you wonder what's in store for us Look at me in disgust like why can't you just open up Every opportunity you take the door and close it shut I'm sorry I'm selfish I know you got your issues too Honestly I'm burnt out I am getting sick of school I can't even work out can barely get in the pool I'm sick of being hurt now it's feeling like a ritual But what do I even have left I'm questioning what is coming next I'm asking God what the hell is this When I'm gone will I even be missed Ask God if my life is one big joke as he looks People say that they hear but I don't think they could I been reading don't say I never opened the Book Maybe I should turn to drinking like I wrote in the hook These drugs got me feeling like life is a field trip Get me off the bus 'cause I don't wanna feel this Take away the pain that I don't wanna deal with Maybe going numb is the only way to heal this Work all week but for what reason Depressed and anxious maybe I need treatment Feeling like I'm about to go off the deep end No wonder I'm never sober on the weekend Work all week but for what reason Depressed and anxious maybe I need treatment Feeling like I'm about to go off the deep end No wonder I'm never sober on the weekend Work all week but for what reason Depressed and anxious maybe I need treatment Feeling like I'm about to go off the deep end No wonder I'm never sober on the weekend Work all week but for what reason Depressed and anxious maybe I need treatment Feeling like I'm about to go off the deep end No wonder I'm never sober on the weekend