My Own Enemy

My biggest enemy is me It's like I'm blind it's eye to eye that we don't ever see I'm lookin in the mirror but I'm counting three? I'm Talking to myself like what the fucks the beef? Glancing to the top it's lookin hella steep I got some issues But never make it public Yeah I'm livin' out this movie like I'm fuckin' stuntin' Tryna bring up the heat just like I'm in the oven I'm turning up the heat and ima char you into nothing I've got them killer instincts Ima menace Just like the fuckin' ghost I'm riding just to get my vengeance I've gotta prove myself so I'm just blocking out the friends list And all these pussies hating watching hoping for a death wish I gotta make it Take the cloth my mama cut and turn it to a blanket I'm a star up in my eyes but don't know what I'm chasin' All them fuckin' years that I just sat there steady faking Now I got a thick latina chasin' checks I call it caking I bet some demons go to heaven I roll my sins up in the paper got me feeling like the reverend I'm still seekin' out redemption Im crying out to you above but I don't ever get attention what is there to mention? Shut the fuck up and catch your breath Aint letting down my family and that's something I attest I gotta get that shit up out my head roll it in the fronto and I'll put that bitch to bed and then I'll overdose it's meds My biggest enemy is me It's like I'm blind it's eye to eye that we don't ever see I'm lookin in the mirror but I'm counting three? I'm Talking to myself like what the fucks the beef? Glancing to the top it's lookin hella steep I've got some issues But never make it public Yeah I'm livin' out this movie like I'm fuckin' stuntin' Tryna bring up the heat just like I'm in the oven I'm turning up the heat and ima char you into nothing