Conflicted

Conflicted

I'm just so conflicted

I got tunnel vision

Its been building distance, distance

I just a need a way to escape all the pain

Change been on my brain but I still feel the same

Rain down the drain but it can't be my fate

My plate growing great but I can't share my space

My hearts apart from the start where it came

A part where cards dealt a spark to a flame

Blame it on the claims to my name from a lame

Giving thanks for the range on the page from my rage

I just a need a banger with my name in the frame

I'm releasing anger that I'm praying entertains

And even if it ain't, I'm still giving thanks

Puffin' Mary Jane, this new strain strange

Coughin' up but I ain't soften up

Chop it up when we poppin' up

Talking tough never bothered much

Ominous to what karma does

Prominent in your consciousness

Fake confidence makes it obvious

I want it all for us

They want it all for them

Got a thought put in

Is it all pretend?

That's the toxic end

Hard to talk it in

Really bothering

Are you foe or friend

I don't know again

How it all began

Conflicted

I'm just so conflicted

I got tunnel vision

Its been building distance, distance

Hard to focus

When the closest

Don't trust your process

And want to protest

All your progress

It'll leave you hopeless

Or make you go next

On all they hoe-ass

Now you known as

The one that goes spaz

Saying fuck with both hands

And you can't go back

Without some blowback

Not even throwback

Ain't that so wack?

Like where my bros at?

And where the hoes at?

I brought my flow back

Its hard like smoke crack

Might need some Prozac

For where my lows at

Like life ain't so bad

Its hard to know that

But I'll still post it

Conflicted

I'm just so conflicted

I got tunnel vision

Its been building distance, distance