The more I fake it I know that I'll be alright
No that's the last time I take medical advice
Go on tell me how can I
Replace my thoughts
With things that are nice
Cause I don't wanna go back to that place
That I was when I was eighteen
I don't wanna lie just to save face
And I don't wanna die with the same name
It's just the moment I feel it
I stare at the ceiling
I finished the oat milk
And slayed all the demons
Cause I don't wanna go back to that place
That I was when I was eighteen
I don't wanna lie just to save face
I wish I could be standing where I should
I wish I could be standing where I should
I wish I could be standing where I should
I wish I could be standing where I should
(I don't wanna die)
