I Live In Patterns

I've been wandering my neighbourhood at night My eyes glazed over, starin' at the sky I don't know which is worse, the comedown or the high Each brings a set of problems I don't wanna find But what do you do when the car won't stop And you're goin' 180 and you can't get off? You think you're comin' down but it's a fatal crash And the windshield broke, and you'll never get it back I am yours for the finding I can't wait on your timing I can feel my skull breaking I, I'm gonna save me You sent a messenger and I killed it, then you left because I willed it I've learned to sleep with the light on when I grow weary of my shadows I burned a hole inside my sadness, now it's starting to swell and my god, I've had it Don't you know I live in patterns and I am trapped inside my habits? (I am trapped inside my habits) ooh What do you do when the whole world stops And you try to adjust but you just wanna get off? And you think about it every night for months Like the ringing in your ears that just won't shut up I am yours for the finding I can't wait on your timing I can feel my skull breaking I, I'm gonna save me What do you do when the car won't stop And you're half convinced that you're making it up? Promised one day it would even out But it just gets louder when you settle down What do you do when the whole world spins And nobody tells you what to do with it? And you're hitting your head with your tired fists And you're praying one day you'll grow out of it I am yours for the finding But I can't wait on your timing I can feel my skull breaking But I, I'm gonna save me I am yours for the finding But I can't wait on your timing I can feel my skull breaking I, I'm gonna save me I, I'm gonna save me