More Than I Deserve

I don't wanna write these words Cause I know you'll hear them And I'm sure you'll fear them And I don't ever wanna to hurt you So if you're scared Then be prepared To fight for you and I when I finally snap And try to end it all like I've done in the past I swear I'm trying but I keep finding Something inside that's still holding me back Maybe this time I'll get it right And we'll make it work, but I can't find why I'm not satisfied And it's getting worse I see the forest through the trees But somehow can't look past the leaves It's not your fault I'm so unsure You love me more than I deserve I'm running underwater Caught in thought And not getting anywhere Forever feels so sudden My lungs are flooding I'm gasping for air I suffocate, afraid to be so anchored down I feel the weight and pressure coming now I swear I'm trying but I keep finding I'm still fighting doubt, can I figure it out? Maybe this time I'll get it right And we'll make it work, but I can't find why I'm not satisfied And it's getting worse I see the forest through the trees But somehow can't look past the leaves It's not your fault I'm so unsure You love me more, you love me more You love me more than I deserve Maybe this time I'll get it right And we'll make it work, but I can't find why I'm not satisfied And it's getting worse I see the forest through the trees But somehow can't look past the leaves It's not your fault I'm so unsure You love me more, you love me more You love me more than I deserve