Never Again

If I said I'm sorry, would you even understand? Thoughts of my past self speak to the person that I am I've been losing sleep, I toss and turn But there's so much I haven't learned As I grow old, I'm more concerned These words will reach you as I start to fade away Maybe I should explain I, I create my distance Why I don't ever listen You kept me safe and sound And still, I always let you down I, I'm so self-destructive Why am I so reluctant To let these habits end? Close this book and start again Never again, never again, never again Never again, never again, never again Oh, no If I said I'm sorry, would you give me a fair chance? Let me catch my breath, I swear I'll help you understand I wasn't myself, I was someone else Losing you was not good for my health I've been in a panic, this is hell Maybe I should give up, wish you well I'm sorry, I'll start over again I, I create my distance Why I don't ever listen You kept me safe and sound And still, I always let you down I, I'm so self-destructive Why am I so reluctant To let these habits end? Close this book and start again Never again, never again, never again Never again, never again, never again I'm trying so hard to be Someone that you could love easily I, I create my distance Why I don't ever listen You kept me safe and sound Still, I always let you down I, I create my distance Why I don't ever listen You kept me safe and sound And still, I always let you down I, I'm so self-destructive Why am I so reluctant To let these habits end? Close this book and start again Never again, never again, never again Still I always let you down Never again, never again, never again Never again, never again, never again Still I always let you down Never again, never again, never again (oh-oh) (Never again, never again, never again) (Never again, never again, never again) (Never again, never again, never again)