Nostalgic (feat. V4LL3Y BOY)

Baby girl let's start this fight

Fuck this life not feeling right

Wanna mix up dirty sprite

Wanna leave behind this life

Knife be cutting all these ties

Look away from teary eyes

Go ahead fill me with your lies

This the day death will rise

Growing up I'm getting sick

Moving through it's getting thick

Smash my memories with brick

Killed myself I think I'm fixed

Demons play my fucking soul

Give your life and pay your toll

Playing with no dice to roll

Yeah, my brain with bullet holes

Lonely when I'm with my clique

Maybe I should fucking quit

Tie the noose to make it fit

All the time I used to give

Grab the pill and crush a bit

Woke up feeling like shit

All those times I swear I miss

That's the life I choose to live

Switch up the pacing, I be hitting different flows

Getting fucked up through the night, got white running up the nose

Getting OD'D all time, baby time is getting froze

Bitch my death is near, come close give me all the roses

Wishing time would just rewind so I could spend some more with you

I hit the back of my line, personality stay in two

See I'm always feeling blue

Always asking like what's new

When you said that it was through

I just wish I never knew

About yourself or even your family

I been feeling worse and worse, sometimes feeling like I can't breath

I'm wearing this mask insecurities demand it

You left me in the dirt and I'm just here staying stranded

In my mind, I'm always thinking "am I even enough"

Need a motherfucking savior, times are getting fucking tough

I just need someone to favor, need to start to up my luck

I been feeling so damn lonely cause my girl just start to duck

She a ghost or a demon

Lean start to make me fiend

And I just need the fucking keys

I just need a fucking reason

How to live this sad life

I just grab another knife

And I carve into my side

Always asking God like why

I'm feeling so ugly

I just need someone to hug me

I just need someone to love me

But it'll never come see

Not too famous

I'm the lamest

She want my chain

It's getting hard to entertain them