23

Someone's always skinnier than me

I'm only 5 but my thighs already look so big

Did I come out broken

Did my family already know it

Then I'm turning 23

And I'm just as sad as I've always been

Just running through the motions

If happiness chooses guess I wasn't chosen

How am I

How am I

Supposed to feel brave

When every feeling I have is pushing me the opposite way

Strong and sexy and she knows it

Bold and a lot less broken

She's witty and she's wild

Makes it look oh so easy

When it's good her instinct's not to ruin it

She could but she's too damn intuitive

But that's not who I am

I'm not who I thought I'd be

At 23

Maybe I'm right where I'm supposed to be but

All I did was blink and suddenly everyone is passing me

I fall back into

That sad girl that everyone's used to

How am I

How am I

Supposed to change

When every feeling I have is pushing me to staying the same

Strong and sexy and she knows it

Bold and a lot less broken

She's witty and she's wild

Makes it look oh so easy

When it's good her instinct's not to ruin it

She could but she's too damn intuitive

But that's not who I am

I'm not who I thought I'd be

At 23

At 23

Oh I'm not who I thought I'd be at 23

Strong and sexy and she knows it

Bold and a lot less broken

She's witty and she's wild

Makes it look oh so easy

When it's good her instinct's not to ruin it

She could but she's too damn intuitive

But that's not who I am

I'm not who I thought I'd be

At 23