Been This Way

I've been feeling anxious when I close my eyes

And I hate that it gets worse at night

I can't remember last time I got some rest

I've been losing my temper

I'm trying my best

But now the seconds turn into minutes

And every minute feels like hours

Overthinking every moment of my past

Of my past

Has it always been this way for me?

'Cause I can't let go of this feeling

Has it always been this way for me?

'Cause I can't find another meaning

Has it always been this way for me?

'Cause I can't let go of this feeling

Has it always been this way for me?

'Cause I can't find another meaning

Scrolling pages all day just to refresh

A waterfall of lukewarm

If everything keeps moving fast

And changing won't be able

To stay afloat anymore

Easy to say things, it's only breath in the end

But following up, always proved a burden

The gravity's holdin', the spirit's back to the floor

It's only matter of time now

Toll will take a weight tied to my ankles

They said it'd make you stronger

I only wanna say I gave it my all

Couldn't care about what happens after

Has it always been this way for me?

'Cause I can't let go of this feeling

Has it always been this way for me?

'Cause I can't find another meaning

Has it always been this way for me?

'Cause I can't let go of this feeling

Has it always been this way for me?

'Cause I can't find another meaning