IT COULD'VE BEEN BEAUTIFUL

I have no control of my mind I have no control of my life I have no control of my soul All that comes to me shattered to pieces All that I fear comes to life Crawling up, eating me up inside It could've been beautiful It could've been beautiful It could've been beautiful I have no control of my mind (I guess you think I'm desperate) I have no control of my life (Knowing me is something you'll regret) I have no control of my soul (You won't know what you're gonna get) All that comes to me shattered to pieces All that I fear comes to life Crawling up, eating me up inside It could've been beautiful It could've been beautiful It could've been beautiful I need a timeout, don't come to me now Don't follow me now, don't look for me now I need to step back, don't come for me now Don't follow me now, don't look for me now I need a timeout, don't come to me now Don't follow me now, don't look for me now I need to step back, don't come for me now Don't follow me now, don't look for me now It could've been beautiful It could've been beautiful It could've been beautiful I look okay, I look okay, I look okay I'm not okay!