Disappointing

I felt the cold on my cheeks

For the first time this year

I ride around on your streets

Simmer down my sweet

It won't be too long

And I'll be under your sheets

But I'm Disappointing

And I'm avoiding

Any chance to self reflect

But when I do

My devil's been appointed

He's got some dues to collect

Another night and I repeat

The same mistakes

I make every week

I tell myself it's okay

Lose my self in the haze

Delusion grows and I retreat

If you can't abide

Your own reflection, why?

What's inside your heart?

Tell me straight am I a joke?

Does my paranoia show?

Did I have it easy from the start?