Disarray

You say I need to slow down Yeah, I hear it all the time I don't hear it lately I've been running crazy Outta my mind Staring at the ceiling I don't get much sleep I'm tired all the time Can't close my eyes Cause I'm wide awake I wish I could find myself again This life I live is on the stake of sin It's far to easy for me to pretend I'm alright, and doing okay Living in disarray (Dissaray) (Dissaray) (Dissaray) Said your tired of the run-around Never knew I wasn't kind Self-inflection isn't easy Words can be deceiving I know I can change but it'll take some time Another second hand sorry I know you heard it all before (know you heard it all before) I was blind from what I've been through Just another excuse For our lies and spoken truths I wish I could find myself again This life I live is on the stake of sin It's far to easy for me to pretend I'm alright, and doing okay Living in disarray I wish I could find myself again This life I live is on the stake of sin It's far to easy for me to pretend I'm alright, and doing okay Living in disarray (Disarray) (Living in disarray) (In disarray) (In disarray) (In disarray)