Sorry If I Dissed You

(And I'm sorry if I dissed you)

(But I know that I miss you)

(And I'm sorry if I dissed you)

My first homie from the block

When they real homies they don't knock

Anything left in the fridge he gon' eat it

Hear that microwave beep, damn right I get heated

Still got this yearbook that I flip through

I don't know why you switched schools

But I know that I miss you

And I'm sorry if I dissed you

Thirteen pushing thirty

When I saw your mugshot, man, it hurt me

Every night yeah, we was in the street shooting

Driveway lights on, no heat we was hoopin'

With that same ole spin move

Now I don't know where you been to

But I know that I miss you

And I'm sorry if I dissed you

(But I know that I miss you)

(And I'm sorry if I dissed you)

First job had a summer fling

After couple months we was done with things

Heard you got cancer and I was so fucking scared

I just disappeared and pretended it wasn't there

Couldn't face it, so I withdrew

Yeah I know that was a dick move

And I know that I missed you

And I'm sorry if I dissed you

Fifteen and shit I don't know what to say

I figured we'd just talk when it went away

Years later and still I can't take it

Watching the mural of a dying girl and I'm shaking

Seeing everything that I didn't do

I'll never know what you went through

But I know that I miss you

And I'm sorry if I dissed you

(And I know that I missed you)

(And I'm sorry if I dissed you)

Looking for change up inside of the couch

That's when it clicked, it was time to get out

She said "I get it if you wanna leave me

But believe me that don't make it easy"

I forget just to get through

Now I don't miss when the rents due

But I know that I miss you

And I'm sorry if I dissed you

Yeah this town put me through the ringer

But the grass, it ain't always greener

Don't know the next that I'ma see ya

Too busy tryna be a fucking rap singer

Little kid in a big room

I don't know what I got into

But I know that I miss you

And I'm sorry if I dissed you