Selfish

For life thought we'd be alright

Messed up thought she'd be by my side

Just thought that I could get it right

But I'm out of time

I know I wasn't ready for loving you

But didn't want nobody touching you

I know that they said that I was no good

But girl you still rode for me

Babygirl I know that I hurt you

Sorry for the pain that I caused you

She said that this time was last time

Last time, No more crying

Couldn't prove em wrong

Girl I broke you

And it's hurts me that I hurt you

And I'm so selfish I lost you

I'm outta time

I'm outta time

I know I wasn't ready for loving you

But baby I was ready for touching you

I know that what we had it could've been good

But my selfish ways led to toxic things

And I know what I did made me ain't shit

But the love that we made girl miss it

From the laughs and the hugs and the kisses

Your name on my Netflix got me reminiscing

And I know that you said this the last time

Couldn't get my mind right

So you said bye bye

This the biggest mistake of my life

I ran out of time

And this is for Bri

This is for Mo

And this is for La

This for Coi and this is for sah

I'll dread it all my life

I lost the love of my life

She cut me off I cried

Inside

I know i wasn't ready

I know I should've sacrificed

I know that she was for me

And all I did was tell her lies

I know I wasn't ready

I wish I could turn back the time

But it's my fault

I lost her to my selfish pride