My Own Way

I'm trying not to be so mean

Trying to keep my conscious clean

Trying to forget everything I've seen

I'm sorry if its indiscrete

I need to wash you out my sheets

Splinters in my heart buried underneath

Seconds turn to minutes

Those days and weeks were months ago

Yesterday I was young

Tomorrow's just a broken promise to myself

If I could get out of my own way

I guess I might be okay

If I could get out of my own way

I guess I might be okay

I kept them in a photograph

Memories that made me sad

Happy little moments you can't get back

I always thought I'd have more time

The optimism robbed me blind

Nothing like the fear of getting left behind

Seconds turn to minutes

Those days and weeks were months ago

Yesterday I was young

Tomorrow's just a broken promise to myself

If I could get out of my own way

I guess I might be okay

If I could get out of my own way

I guess I might be okay

I'm in this drought

Planting seeds of doubt

And my regrets are growing

Like the weeds in my garden

The seasons fade and I wanna change

Am I better than I was yesterday?

If I could get out of my own way

I guess I might be okay

If I could get out of my own way

I guess I might be okay

If I could get out of my own way

I guess I might be okay

If I could get out of my own way

I guess I might be okay