Hate Being Hated

I'm running from the truth it hurts

Anxiety come in all these bursts

I breathe you in you breathe me out

But every day feel like a surge

Dear Maria count me in

I'm falling out to fall back in

I'll 999 your flaws and sins

Think this is where our story ends

A sequel girl no I don't think you'll see me boo

You know that I never ever meant to deceive you

Been thinking about that first time you hopped up in my vehicle

It was nothing at first but baby we became meaningful

Thought we could take the world

Take it by the storm and

You could be my girl

But life ain't always how we want it

And I know that you hurt

That feeling ain't exclusive

Cope in different ways I write my shit on a loose leaf

Spit my fucking guts in to this shit

They say to suffer is to live

But I've been feeling dead inside

So why am I still suffering

Starting to lose all my patience

I feel like I'm fading

And I just hate being hated

(Yeah yeah yeah yeah)

Some people get hurt and never love again

Some people get hurt and give the drugs a binge

Some people get dressed and hit the clubs to mend

And there's no love in one night stands but baby

We can play pretend

And every day I wake up man it feels just like a fucking chore

Trying to let you go thinking about these guys that make you soar

But sometimes I be hoping that you come and break open my door

I'm just trying to ride my high but lately I've been feeling so

Low low low

Here we go go go

Friend to foe foe foe

My mind on a rope

Why am I still suffering

Starting to lose all my patience

I feel like I'm fading

And I just hate being hated

So why am I still suffering

Starting to lose all my patience

I feel like I'm fading

And I just hate being hated

(Yeah yeah yeah yeah)

Some people get hurt and never love again

Some people get hurt and give the drugs a binge

Some people get dressed and hit the clubs to mend

And there's no love in one night stands but baby

We can play pretend