im Thinking of Ending Things

I've been thinking of ending things

I've been thinking a lot about it

'Fore I freeze like a lamb

Or grow up and live in shit

I've been thinking of ending things

Please don't ask me why

It's three in the afternoon

And I don't wanna cry

There's nothing wrong with you

Take it from you're perfect

If it was anyone else but me

You'd be a surrogate

There's nothing wrong with you

And maybe that's suspicious

Like if it's me not you

Then maybe I'm just malicious

But I think that I need help

'Cause I don't feel like myself

Just a shell of who you thought I used to be

Things are changing way to fast

Don't know how long that I can last

Waiting for you to let go of me

Sorry if I talk too much

Sorry if I made you feel to dumb

I'm sorry that your ego's not priority when I'm having fun

Sorry that I'm too confused

Sorry that I'm such a kluts

'Cause every time I stand up

I spill out all my guts

And this isn't a test and it's not young love that I'm in

I've been well fortified

From feeling that way ever again

Pigs don't wanna fly

They wouldn't if they could

Cause they can't look up and see

The open sky

And my memories are getting fuzzy

When I think of how we met

I don't think that I meant it when

I wanted to forget

Let's just talk and talk and talk about it

Till we get things said

'Cause I don't think that I can handle being

By myself just yet

But I think that I need help

'Cause I don't feel like myself

Just a shell of who you thought I used to be

Things are changing way to fast

Don't know how long that I can last

Waiting for you to let go of me