Anxiety Introduction

This is the time where people up and leave

Just pause now and start to breathe

This is the time where people come to life

Refusing to give in to the enemy and thrive

Coming up didn't believe in shit

There it is that fucking mind shift

Runaway from fears coming back to me

Doubts from the past out to get me

Porsche pulls up the driveway

It's always my way or the high way

Praised by someone for no reply

But expected to always comply

I need someone that will guide me

Not someone that will use me

All I hear is the truth

Why I can't I express my truth

Relationship always been one sided

Telling me I'm on a one track mind

Your on my team but why u feel like a stranger

Someway I feel no danger

Learnt to not bottle up my anger

Big boy drip so why you flexing

She not interested why you stressing

Our lives alone are a blessing

Stressing Over the lesser extents of life

Find other strategies than to finding a knife

Life ain't black or white but many shades of grey

Consequences arrive to all of our dismay

Arguing with my own disquieting thoughts

How many trials to be able to reinforce

Triggers to cause apprehension

Levels of my writing are larger than dimensions

Beginning to embark on new challenges

Gotta face it than avoid it

Nothing tells the truth more than your conscience

Money lead to happiness what nonsense

What's the point of determination without the ambition

Locking on to people, without really any suspicion

The doubt plays a part of being broken again

Can't handle it

Making up reasons for failure

But turning to my rhymes for therapy

Can't hear what the demons telling me

One on One Conversations with myself multiple times

Battling Day in Day out

Easier to push on then die on your knees

Get through each moment by any means

Tell me are u really this mean

Or is life really this keen

Aries tough never selfish

So what's left

Shut away from the life releasing emotions off my chest

Reading my notes no treble clef