Start them while they're young you raise they raze the sun
Blowing off the smoke they take into their lungs
You play God and they'll play games
Fumble all the memories you couldn't recreate
You're dying quicker now time to grow the fuck up
Look she's given up
Motherless and fatherless ambition
Miscarried through addiction
Peer review from the sidelines show
No one could have possibly known
How she'd end up
(Mom and dad it hurts
Mom and dad it got so much worse)
If I'll end up in the same shithole town
(Mom and dad it hurts
Mom and dad it got so much)
Gather round watch me run
(Mom and dad it hurts
Mom and dad it got so much worse)
To shirk the needle fever in my blood
The stove is on
Shoes aren't where they belong
You got it all wrong
You've made the same mistakes before so
This was you all along
You just never passed it on
Just imagine all the lives that would improve if you were gone
So drown me out
While my million different fabricated sicknesses keep me down
I don't know what is wrong with me
And I don't ever wanna find it out
I couldn't bear to fill these so-called
Predetermined holes with responsibility
Thin veneer of future comfort
Glues the grinding sutures under
You'll live in the present but I won't
And you won't live forever
If I act like you're supposed to
But I might as well be dying if I don't
Thin veneer of future comfort
Glues the grinding sutures under
You'll live in the present but I won't
And you won't live forever
If I act like you're supposed to
But I might as well be dying if I don't
Stuff my body parts in boxes
Sent to all my family and friends
So they can take pride in their perfect handiwork
I am not me
I am not me
I am not me
I am not me
I am not me
I am not me
I am not me
I am not me
I am not me
