In My... (feat. whosjoody)

I gave you my all

But you gave it away

You don't know what I want

So you decided not to stay

You haunted me every night in my dream

All i wanted was you to leave my dream

Every morning that I wake up

Always see you in the mirror

In my head

In my smile

In the way that I appear

In my walk

In my clothes

In all those things i fear

You were somehow always there

All those time that I made it through

You were never there

In my pain

In the scream

In the wiping of the tears

In the loss

In the gain

When the drugs were always here

You were somehow never there

All those time

I needed you

Maybe you knew

Everything is falling apart

With all the scars i cant explain

Well something never change

I gave you my all

But you gave it away

You dont know what i want

So you decided not to stay

You haunted me everynight in my dream

All i wanted was you to leave my dream

I wake up

Close my eyes

To things I don't wanna see

Im too blind

I dont care

To accept reality

I need some medicate

I need some better days

Hard to concentrate

When i see your face

In everything

You're in everything

And not the good things

Just want it to end

Falling down into the end

Im bringing this pain till death

I want you for life she said

But that aint what she meant

All those time

I needed you

Maybe you knew

Everything is falling apart

With all the scars i cant explain

Well something never change

I gave you my all

But you gave it away

You dont know what i want

So you decided not to stay

You haunted me everynight in my dream

All i wanted was you to leave my dream

I wake up

Close my eyes

To things I don't wanna see

Im too blind

I dont care

To accept reality