Doesn't Matter

How'd my head look, as I walk through the hallway of lockers and teenage jokes And I'm broken, second guessing the clothes that I left my home with Boys don't cry and girls stay young Adults don't lie, they can't be wrong Now I, I can't seem to find my place But I'm closer than yesterday Wish I figured it out when the whole world felt so strange That it matters, it matters, it matters until it doesn't matter Oh it matters, it matters, it matters until it doesn't matter That I loved him, the way that I learned from the movies of beautiful stars But I didn't, I just thought that I did in the back of his car Boys don't cry and girls stay young Adults don't lie, they can't be wrong Now I, I can't seem to find my place But I'm closer than yesterday Wish I figured it out when the whole world felt so strange That it matters, it matters, it matters until it doesn't matter Oh it matters, it matters, it matters until it doesn't matter We're all just skin and bones, trying to make it better We're all just holding on, dying to fit together Oh it matters, it matters, it matters until it doesn't matter Oh it matters, it matters, it matters until it doesn't matter Now I, I can't seem to find my place But I'm closer than yesterday Wish I figured it out when the whole world felt so strange That it matters, it matters, it matters until it doesn't matter It matters, it matters, it matters until it doesn't matter It matters, it matters, it matters until it doesn't matter Until it doesn't matter anymore