Return to Self-Loathing

Sick of the way I am feeling Waking up, watching myself slipping Should I just take out my eyes? No longer want them for this life Acting strong only on the outside Hiding shame and pain on the inside I've tried to block my mind of this And pretend that this doesn't exist Losing my mind once again Stranding my thoughts (No matter what I said) Sleepless nights staring at the ceiling Sanity running on empty Try to block my mind of this And pretend it doesn't exist Losing my mind once again Stranding my thoughts (No matter what I said) Taken for granted again Stranding my thoughts No matter what I said Torn inside broken mind Torn on the inside Broken mind, torn inside Torn on the inside Torn on the inside (Torn on the inside) Constantly reminded Losing my mind again Stranding my thoughts No matter what I said Losing my mind once again Stranding my thoughts No matter what I said Losing my mind Stranding my thoughts No matter what I said