Idek

Maybe love is just a thing in songs

and that's why it's so long since

I've felt something at all

Maybe time is nothing but a reference

point to when we first met

Now that seems so far away

From mixing up our stories in the day

In the night exotic is a routine

that assumed its place

We're way too old to play this kind of game

Each player with a knife hoping the other loses face

and each other the two will put the blade

And am I strong enough to go

On a lonely night the lights are low

I'm reminded of messages she wrote

Ordinary lover I'll remain

Always episodic not the running on that others claim

Is it me or everything I see that changes?

Amazing it would be if history never rearranged itself

These memories of you they turn the strangest

And am I strong enough to go

On a lonely night the lights are low

And am I strong enough to know

What it is inside you felt get old?

I'm reminded of every time I choked

I'm reminded of every heart I broke