Killing Me

Things are clean and clear

But she don't see more than her skin when she looks in the mirror

Them insecurities be closer than they will appear

Your immaturity put me in an awkward position

Can't be worried bout if you love me this ain't mint condition

Keep accusing me of cheating like it's intuition

Or like you had a premonition

But it's really guilt

I go to bed next to you feeling like something is missing

Think I don't notice it but I feel it when you be distant

I wanna grow while you thinking bout quitting

We on a different mission

They wanna see you at the finish but don't run the distance

Life is really never fair

You want a man that's aggressive and never really care

Lonely when you're here and lonely when you aren't there

Fell out of love with me I knew it and didn't care

Girl you're killing me

You wanted a wedding ring

These days you want me to be

Your everything

I disagree

But girl

Your killing me

You wanted a wedding ring

These days you want me to be

Your everything

I disagree

I disagree ohh

We were the perfect pair

Tell me how I can breathe with no air

I was Chris and you were Jordan

Now I'm not important

You're on fire with a new flame

And we can barely spark

Does it make you feel mature

Keeping me in the dark

Now it's the occasional hope you been well

Do you leave me out when you tell the stories you tell?

When they bring up my name you say it ain't ringing a bell

Heard you hate me now but you'll never tell me yourself

No

You'll never tell me yourself

Can't handle none of the feelings you felt

But

You'll never tell me yourself

Handling all the cards I was dealt

And

And I do it by myself

Oh

I do it by myself ohh

But girl

Your killing me

You wanted a wedding ring

These days you want me to be

Your everything

I disagree

Girl your killing me

You wanted a wedding ring

These days you want me to be

Your everything

I disagree

I disagree ohh