Nothing in Particular

I'd never want to make you feel I'm haunted

By what I have to do to keep you well

But ghosts of who I was come back to taunt me

I used to be more carefree than now

Getaways don't feel the same

I'm wondering if you're okay

I wish I wasn't worried all the time

Even when I need my space

I feel so guilty, I keep thinking one day you'll be gone

And I'll give anything to have a

Day with you walking in the world

Doing nothing in particular

We'll lay in the sun

I'll watch you laugh

It's my favorite way you're still yourself

I'd give anything to have a day

With you walking in the world

Doing nothing in particular

We'll lay in the sun

I'll watch you laugh

It's my favorite way you're still yourself

I'd never want to make you feel I'm haunted

By what I have to do to keep you well

But ghosts of who I was come back to taunt me

I used to be more carefree than now

I'm managing to manage you alright but

I keep feeling like I'm missing out

On both sides of the coin, I'm caught between my

Want to be with you and as myself