Pieces Missing

I've been around for a long time I've done my fair share of good and bad Trying to walk in a straight line Doing my best with the hand I have I take the same dose as everyone The same pills, the same old fashion But nothing helps me to carry on What's so wrong with a little distraction What does that say about me? Is there something I'm not seeing Tell me again but I can't listen Maybe I have some pieces missing After following blindly Even with some good karma brewing It's getting harder to find me Too many pitfalls of my own doing I feel like some kind of lone wild animal I'm hunting and I don't want help But my instincts are non-operational And I don't know how to train myself Spare me your wisdom I don't want to hear it If I belong in this system I don't want to believe it What does that say about me Is there something I'm not seeing Tell me again but I can't listen Maybe I have some pieces missing What does that say about us? Chalk it up to a blind mistrust We talk it out, but I dismiss it May I have some pieces missing Spare me your analysis Don't keep me in focus I can't shake my imbalances I know that I'm hopeless What does that say about me Is there something I'm not seeing Tell me again but I can't listen Maybe I have some pieces missing What does that say about us? Chalk it up to a blind mistrust Walking around like a time bomb ticking Maybe I have some pieces missing