End-Day Condition

I'll lose myself again For you to understand That it was never me That it was never me Got lost inside my thoughts For you to spend the day Without any words Without any words They judge until they see That this is gonna be My last day on this Earth My last day on this Earth Whenever I'm with you I feel the lethal flue That never goes away That never goes away I'm working on this day To not try to escape From this sweet kind of hell From this sweet kind of hell I'll fight and then regret I'm going to neglect You and your perfect lies You're far and yet so close I'm trying at my most To not to fall for you I'm listening to past That catches up too fast I hoped to run away I wished to run away with you I love you when I'm down It passes over time That's everything for now