Strawberry Darling

Another one of those days, didn't get out of bed

Too caught up in the worries and wonderings in my head

And oh, wouldn't you like to know

The way it all works, how I can't find my words

It's like someone turned off the oxygen and

All I have's the water I'm sitting in

And I'm waist deep in reveries irrelevant to you

And I know I'm wading in the water without a clue

And even if you came to pick me up

Carry me to shore and calm my doubting

I'm so sorry, strawberry darling

I just couldn't help from drowning

Hopefully tomorrow I'll feel like breathing

Maybe go without breaking down about

All the thoughts that make no sound

I'll tell myself it's a good day to finally find my peace

I hope I find it for once instead of myself in pieces

And I hate the way the ceiling caves in and I overthink

When I know I'm a tall glass of juice nobody wants to drink

And even if you came to sip me up

Kiss me on the edge and convince me that I matter

I'm so sorry, strawberry darling

I just couldn't help but shatter