Borrowed Time / My Obsession

You the type to make me wanna slit my wrist and cut my neck open

Well spoken, I've been cutting bitches off, I'm known for it

I've been off the grid and getting rid of bitches who are little

Here's a riddle, what you call a motherfucker acting bigger

And tougher than he should be, a cemetery where he sleeps

Spit all over his grave, where he's buried six feet deep

Piss on him, diss on him, make sure he ain't back

Wrap it up quick, then hit his girl from the back

I'm coming back, I know you scared and sacred, I appreciate it

Everybody scared of me until I actually make it

I actually hate them, I'm faker than fake friends

I know it's an ongoing topic, I still send em off high speed

Like I'm blasting rockets

Oh, you've gone too far

And I don't know, baby where you are

Wheres your soul? Yeah

Where'd you go? Yeah

Wheres your, wheres your heart at?

I'm living on borrowed time

And my heart's feeling hollow deep inside

I'm living on borrowed time

Give it all, but you won't let me try

So it's no more right? Yeah

Please don't waste my time, yeah

You've got nothing left for me

I hope you'll be proud of me

Nah she won't be proud, you was a let down and we both know it

I'm sorry Tommy, but he can't recover whats been broken

You been talking out your ass, we borrowed time we can't pay back

I'd sell my soul to devil if that's what it takes for a chance

One chance, one shot, one mag, one popped

One man, one gun, one bullet, we're done

Let's run far away where the memories don't chase

Maybe we'll end up broken but at least we ain't deranged now

Oh, you've gone too far

And I don't know, baby where you are

Wheres your soul? Yeah

Where'd you go? Yeah

Wheres your, wheres your heart at?

Wheres your love when I was walking on my own (On my own)

Where'd you go, I was hoping that you'd know (That you'd know)

So don't say you're all for me, when you know I'm six feet deep

I'm drowning in my misery, you cannot help me

Maybe it's fate, maybe it's not

By the end of the day I'm still in love yeah

Maybe it's fate, maybe it's not

I can't find the words to say to you knowing that I'm in love yeah

Oh, you've gone too far

And I don't know, baby where you are

Wheres your soul? Yeah

Where'd you go? Yeah

Wheres your, wheres your heart at?

I always wondered in what way, how am I obsessed?

I guess it's all the feelings that I had when we first met

I jumped around and went crazy when I saw your text

Knowing you, you were into me, I could say more or less

And I know that I was crazy for you

I was chasing for you, dreaming bout you right by my side

I was waiting for you

The amount of times you held my hand to reassure me

That you wouldn't leave and have me all dried up and lonely

It felt good

The times I show me off the friends and family

We were happy, I had all the guys confused, asking

"Maaaan, how did he?"

I don't blame them I was asking myself the same questions

I was a skinny little kid, I looked prepubescent

Seeing you dance, I wondered if you could do that on me

And since I got you locked in, I knew you'd do it for free

I was excited and new, I had to hold my urges

But could you really blame me for it, I knew you were perfect yeah

I'm obsessed

I'm obsessed with you

I'm obsessed

Obsessed with you girl

I'm obsessed

I'm obsessed with you

I'm obsessed

Obsessed with you girl

They always wondered in what way, how am I obsessed

I guess it's all the feelings that I had when we had sex

The first time you were screaming my name I felt blessed

And it was nice to know that you would do it all again

I felt your insides, they were crushing me, you had my soul

I kept your freaky side between us, there ain't no one I told

A good fucking time is what I'd call you, never boring

And by this time I fucking knew man, I was scoring

Or was I?

You were playing games, went behind my back

Going around like you was touring, it left me torn and

I couldn't think of you doing that, I need assurance

That you the one for me and you ain't really out here whoring

I questioned us and started getting anxious "Is it worth it?"

The constant fear of getting left behind while your hurting

But I guess, I know that you got problems I confirm it

I guess I gotta understand girl that you ain't perfect, yeah

I'm obsessed

I'm obsessed with you

I'm obsessed

Obsessed with you girl

I'm obsessed

I'm obsessed with you

I'm obsessed

Obsessed with you girl

You always wondered in what way, how am I obsessed?

I guess it's all the feelings that I had when you first left

You had a gun right to my head, you left me depressed

You don't understand all of the pain left inside my chest

I never thought of seeing you out here with other dudes

But now I change my mind, I see you as someone cruel

You ain't got no respect for someone here that did you good

I had nothing left yet you still took that nothing too

We got disconnected and ran out of all our game time

You were with me in hell but now it looks like you've changed sides

You started answering less when I would call you on Facetime

But I guess I understand again, yeah I'm not the same guy

As the one you speaking to right now, I would fucking kill him

Then maybe you could understand the loss that I was feeling

So fuck around, I'll stay out here working

And to think of it now girl, you were never perfect

Perfect

I'm obsessed

I'm obsessed with you

I'm obsessed

Obsessed with you girl

I'm obsessed

I'm obsessed with you

I'm obsessed

Obsessed with you girl

They always wondered in what way how was I obsessed?