Deep End

If you had it all, would it be enough? Can you find your way and still be lost? I write songs about being someone else That say "fuck the world" but not "I need help" Yeah, everybody tells me it's alright Everybody tells me I'll be fine Everything is not o-fucking-kay Oh, but they can't tell me why I put the picture on the shelf Leave the memory behind But the truth is I can't say goodbye So I made friends with all my demons Let 'em sink their teeth in Got used to the feeling of letting it go So give me something to believe in Or throw me in the deep end It all feels the same with your eyes closed So you can throw me in the deep end (deep) Deep end (deep end) Deep end (deep) Deep end On the same old path again from where I'm at to where I've been I'd drift away and you'd pull me in But the waves are deep, and I'm wearing thin, yeah I caught myself in a lie Guess I'm just calling to say you were right I carry the weight of the world in my head And it keeps me up at night And everybody tells me it's alright (alright) Everybody tells me I'll be fine (fine) Everything is not o-fucking-kay Out of all the times that I've tried I find the air is thin, and I'm against the wind With each mountain left that I climb But the truth is I can't say goodbye So I made friends with all my demons Let 'em sink their teeth in Got used to the feeling of letting it go So give me something to believe in Or throw me in the deep end It all feels the same with your eyes closed So you can throw me in the deep end (deep) Deep end (deep end) Deep end (deep) 'Cause everything is changing, memories are fading Tell me that I'm fucked up, I wanna hear you say it All my fears are slowly rearranging Pushed them all aside, but I can feel them waiting 'Cause everything is changing, memories are fading Tell me that I'm fucked up, I wanna hear you say it All my fears are slowly rearranging Pushed them all aside, but I can feel them waiting So I made friends with all my demons Let 'em sink their teeth in Got used to the feeling of letting it go So give me something to believe in Or throw me in the deep end It all feels the same with your eyes closed So you can throw me in the deep end (deep) Deep end (deep end) Deep end (deep) Deep end It all feels the same with your eyes closed