Helplessness Is Horrifying

Is that really you? Is that really me staring back? You look exactly the same And I still have the same boring name Quite a shame This town has not been missing its maniac Soon you'll be laughing at me crying Oh, helplessness is horrifying I thought I'd gone mad As I was slowly turning into my dad She said "that's so sad", then unlocked the iPad And started bragging 'bout her new Louis bag She told me about a new life A new life which obviously Does not and never will include me And it was satisfying Helplessness is horrifying Your eyes are like flying Your eyes are like dying Your eyes are like flying Your eyes are like dying I'm not sure where I've been And this is not the place to find out Cause you'll never find a girl in this city As long as you keep putting off being thin And I'm terrified I might die From still picturing your wounded eyes But I'm getting sick of the idea Of me making amends I wish that I could fuck my friends Your eyes are like flying Your eyes are like dying Your eyes are like flying Your eyes are like dying Helplessness is horrifying Helplessness is horrifying Helplessness is horrifying Helplessness is horrifying Helplessness is horrifying Helplessness is horrifying (I'm waking up in starlight) Helplessness is horrifying Helplessness is horrifying Helplessness is horrifying