In the First Place

Seems like yesterday

You were still growing up learning from our mistakes

So far away

That we'd gather here

Hold hands shed a tear

What can I do

Don't wanna face the truth

Hurts to look at you

Skies all fade from blue

Wish it'd go away

Shouldn't be here in the first place

Last night I tried

To watch my sisters say goodbye

For the last time

I'd long to make things right

These bones all break

But you were strong in your faith

At least that's what I heard

Could you put in a good word

Heard the other day

You went on hospice so I cleared my headspace

I'd just pray

God make you better

Can't get worse than this

What can I do

Don't wanna face the truth

Hurts to look at you

Skies all fade from blue

Wish it'd go away

Who's gonna pay

Shouldn't be here in the first place

Who's gonna pay

Shouldn't be here in the first place

Heard the other day

Clear my head space

Pray it go away

But you went away

Heard the other day

What can I do

Don't wanna face the truth

Hurts to look at you

Skies all fade from blue

You went away

Shouldn't be here in the first place

In the first place