Further Crawl (Back)

What do you mean, what do I mean, "I'm doomed"?

I've abused my body and my options

To tell you the truth, I don't know what could stop this

Depress-shit-ternaliz-olation

Alcohol

Walk the borderline personality disorder

Dissociate in order to withdraw

Crawl to walk to run to fall down

Even harder

For a further crawl away from accepting what I've done

(Accept I cannot change)

For a further crawl away from accepting what I've done

(Neglect what's been erased)

For a further crawl away from accepting what I've done

(Of what I've wasted, baby)

For a further crawl away, further crawl away and back

(All while you watch me fade)

For a further crawl away, further crawl away and back

(And while I'm still that baby)

For a further crawl away, further crawl away and back

(Now watch the rage replace me)

For a further crawl away, further crawl away and back