Unfortunate Emotion

I know i seem lost sometimes

You wanna call right now

I want to forget your ass

Cant believe i wasted all that time

To get it all back how

Guess im stuck but im focused

My emotions rollercoaster

Love me but dont show it

I love you and you know this

And i might need some pain meds

My heart dont have a place here

Im knowing im unwanted

Im knowing what you want

For me to die or go in

Moving in slow motion im

Waiting for my time

And its gon be alright

They want me in jail or in the sky

Know that im not lying

Know my pain still here

I dont think too clear

Say my name he dead

Want to pull up in that range next year

All the things i did praying i dont fail

Praying they dont tell

Praying things go well

Who gon look after me

They tired of me

Dont ask if im okay

I gotta lie to you

To tell the truth

Im tired of you

Pushed me away

I only tried to guide you

The ones you think thats with you

I hope they ride for you

Cause i got me a life too

Aint trying to argue fuss or fight you

Growing up

Thats something you might not do

I used to love and like you

Now my feelings always spiteful

I fucked up now you is who im stuck to

Im running out of luck fool

What we doing

Whats the mission here

Thought we made it clear

That we gon win no matter what they said

No matter what we did

Im here for you i dont care what we said

No matter what i say

I guess im lying and a hoe again

Assume i guess you know me then

Hope one day we can roll again

But now i cannot hold you

I cant do that to my soul again

Got blue notes i say they rolling in

Let me know who you say colder than

Im alright i guess you knowing this

My feelings for you cold as shit

I gave you all my love

Now its hard for me to blow a kiss

Wont cry cause ima thug

But all that shit weigh on my shoulders and

I thought you was the one

Prolly thought that you was more than that

It hurt but i aint holding back

You stabbed me in my back

Slime