No title.

Everything around me just a dream

Everything around me just a dream

I toss an turn but I can't sleep

I don't wanna fail,

so I pay it no mind

but it creeps up behind me like Freddy Krueger an climbs

on my shoulder for a ride

So throughout the day

it picks my brain on the ways, I could fuck up task

Its like i star in a play an I'm acting what's happening

but I'm not really there

Its like I'm hovering over my shoulder without a care.

But I do care yanno? But I never can say that I wanna share yanno?

Cause anxiety targets it an promptly just aims at it

An everything seems pointless but I still try can't avoid it

I'm boiling an at this point I look over an I'm in tears

An all the moments blent together like my failures over years

Fuck, I can't explain it, it's ambivalent expression,

It leaves me breathless clenching at my chest

Thrown up my breakfast without so much a message

I'm just left with my fears loathing myself and my life as it all becomes clear.

I need therapy.