All the Spaces I Left Blank

I used to see you as a king And I would die for that throne Like everything I did was to prove to you That I could do it on my own But daggers from your belt were the wounds that bled the most And prisons now stand in the places I called home You let me face defeat as a lost boy alone But can't stand the thought of me standing on my own It's true, I once did it all for you Gave every last breath to prove it to you You can only bleed for so long until you heal In a castle you swore you'd forever conceal You'll never see it in me, but at least i do Now that I filled all the spaces I left blank for you I used to paint the night The way you showed me to see it I used to climb as far as you said was safe But sirens blasted and you came out screaming Painting true colors on a scared boy hiding I couldn't let the young boy I was fall If you cut the net I'd build a wall Betrayal from the ones with your cherish given But from my silent screams you won't be forgiven It's true I once did it all for you Poured every last glass to forget all you do But the scars that remain mark something greater Of the battles I fought as my self-proclaimed savior And now you want it back but it's time to face your truth Now that I filled all the spaces I left blank for you