In Search of an Exit

Terrified of the me that's in my skin

Who has to lock his secrets away

Let them out and tear apart the seams that

Are telling me that nothing is the same

I don't wanna shut down cuz I think too much

Hurt in my soul and I'm losing trust

I'm checking my phone till it keeps me up

It's hard to go out when I see you

Down cuz I need you

And I don't wanna call

What have I become

Blacked out nights

And I burn my lungs

Up all night but it's hard to go

Out when I see you

Down cuz I need you

Remember how we'd count the things that we'd never lose

And now we're second guessing things that we wouldn't do

I've been out here seeking truth all night

Borrow patience when I'm feeling tired

I'll fade away

You can't relate

I don't wanna shut down cuz I think too much

Hurt in my soul and I'm losing trust

I'm checking my phone till it keeps me up

It's hard to go out when I see you

Down cuz I need you

And I don't wanna call

What have I become

Blacked out nights

And I burn my lungs

Up all night but it's hard to go

Out when I see you

Down cuz I need you