Happy

I sleeped off this morning

I hear someone's calling

I drag myself out of the bed

Too much junk stuck in my head

I try to lift myself up

Swallow the pain, act it up

No one needs to know

How it goes how I put up a show

Do you care

Why I'm here

Or any damn where

Do you hear

What I hear

Or anything I say

So ain't it better

I pack my feels

And bury it

So noone finds it

I shed my tears

Wipe away my fears

Oh I look so happy

Oh I look so happy now

I cry my fears

Fake away my cheers

Oh I look so happy

Damn I look so happy now

So this is how the day goes

I'm counting every step now

I'm here but I'd rather be

Somewhere else I wanna be

You say that you miss me

But you don't even hear me

You'd rather make your point

That I'm overly sensitive

You don't care

When I'm here

Or any damn where

Do you hear

What I hear

Or anything I say

So ain't it better

I pack my feels

And bury it

So noone finds it

I shed my tears

Wipe away my fears

Oh I look so happy

Oh I look so happy now

I cry my fears

Fake away my cheers

Oh I look so happy

Damn I look so happy now

Fear creeps up

Don't know what's what

Is it all just in my head?

Fear creeps up

Don't know what's what

Is it all just in my head?

Fear creeps up

Don't know what's what

Is it all just in my head?

Fear creeps up

Don't know what's what

Is it all just in my head?

I shed my tears

Wipe away my fears

Oh I look so happy

Oh I look so happy now

I cry my fears

Fake away my cheers

Oh I look so happy

Damn I look so happy now