Closure

I did half of what I can and I was half of a man

I guess we standing at the end But started off as close friends

Assume a **** ain’t forreal but that shit ain’t what it is

I did you bad and that ain’t real but wasn’t more than a kid

I was 17 then shed more than 17 tears

Aborted 17 kids shit not that much but damn near

T h**** I think about you more than half the time

T h**** I know hurt yo heart 1000 times

T h**** I can say I love you all the time and it’s forreal

But if I did all that I did how you gone know that’s what it is

When we finally got official shit was sweeter than a bitch

First time we fucked you held me close and let me know you loved a ****

Ain’t have a quarter but you made sure we had matchin black 11s

You made my Christmas 0’13 and and 0’14 I did you scandlous

You can’t stand me and I feel you I wouldn’t feel me either

I had the one I always needed didn’t know how to treat her

Get my feet wet with this pimpin what I left you for

Had what I needed but got greedy left yo love torn

Got pushed head first in the game by a real goer

Givin up our bond wasn’t worth no money on floor

You gave me 2 and 3 and I fucked that up

I came to to LA with intentions that wasn’t good for nun us

Was tryna play like I wasn’t fazed when you was fuckin wit blud

I shoulda took it on the chin for all the shit that I den did

Instead I fucked and left it in and got you pregnant with our kid

You like to say it was ma bitch but I just wasn’t a man then

Now it’s just tears and awkward silence in this Hollywood clinic

I ain’t go back to LA for 7months cus I ain’t wanna feel it

I know the last time that you seen me it was get back you

Shit I respect it I was tryna knock up if I could

I know I’m cause for this new you wish I didn’t meet you so soon

Wish I didn’t choose what didn’t love me over choosing you