And the Rain (Alone)

I think I've got to go

I know I've gotta go

I hoped to love you

Is it just the way I am

To love without healing

I should be asleep, but I'm unwell

I have to leave this

Hide behind my smile

My rotten yellow teeth are going numb

But I can let this go

I can see tonight

Alone, I know

And though this hurts me

I'll carry the hurt with me

Remember how the rain felt

Remember how the pain felt

Here I am again, alone inside my head next to your dog

Why is this the way I am

God, I hate myself tonight

I hate myself

I should be asleep, but I'm unwell

I have to leave this

Hide behind my smile

My rotten yellow teeth are going numb

Numb

But I can let this go

I can see tonight

Alone, I know

And though this hurts me

I'll carry the hurt with me

Remember how the rain felt

Remember how the pain felt

I'm falling apart, and that's alright

I'll be alright

I still love you a lot