I Hate Everything

Yesterday I saw a couple kissing in the shade I went downtown, sat through a meeting, waited for my raise I went to work and when I came home, I could sleep for days So I took a week off just to contemplate the things I hate It's all the same I don't feel anything I'm not okay I hate everything Last week on Thursday, I got drunk and thought about my friends Most of them are so in love and I'm happy for them I am resentful of the practices of human faith We fall in love, we fall in love, we hope it's not too late It's all the same We fear what we can't change We find our fix, it is Completely full of shit Yesterday I saw a bird out walking on my street Covered in vomit, broken glass, a corpse on the concrete I took a picture then moved on to find a place to eat Ignored a phone call from someone that I met just last week Now I'm afraid I don't feel anything It's all the same I hate everything I'm not okay I hate everything I hate everything I hate everything