Remember the way you gave me shame/ I let you give somebody else pain/ I prayed to God you to find your pace/ I played myself thought you had changed
The Ghost of you haunting me /it's astonishing/ see this elephant need some acknowledgment/ I've been off you and so has my patna dem /it's been awful but I done got over it /laid in my bed ignoring deodorant /sipping this whiskey and think to myself (FUCK)/ you already moved on and shit/ I'm only beating myself up /still these emotions get wrecked though /I know I'm too hard on myself now/ that's cuz you're too hard to let go /it been like this from the get-go/ hard head big heart /didn't listen when they said don't save hoes learn my lesson play my part /now my heart is all dark
now I move in silence like they told me/ we don't even talk though you used to be my homie /sometimes even miss the way you hold me/ f*** it I was better off lonely
Chorus
Yeah right like /how could you change overnight/ I tried to look you in your eyes/ you kept feeding me all the lies/ aye aye /bitch you be cappin like sailing a tide/ I let you inside but then you ruined my life (BITCH)
The homies told me man I shoulda knew/ now loving you is like the old me/ f*** it I was better off lonely yeah
