The Question

What waits for me? I dread the knowledge but still it hangs Overhead, underneath Were we wrong all along? What the fuck does this mean? Our ego and our fear makes us think We're worth a shit But when we shut our eyes and lose consciousness It will be nothing We will fear nothing And feel nothing So many questions that will never come to light (Come to light) Lives gone for no purpose, I have to fight This feeling, this fear has to end We're nearing the edge all the same No movement, depleted No breathing A soul or just soil? Do we go nowhere at all? I try to let go, I get caught on the vines Of fear in my mind, strands of panic inside A vile pain that could never hurt enough My days are in fast forward And at a stand still I'm stuck, it's all repetition The question remains Tighten the vice Keep hold of your uncertainty Life, what does it mean? Under the knife, bleed Mountains of bones Blood seeps into the earth and regrows What waits for me? I dread the knowledge but still it hangs Overhead, underneath Were we wrong all along? What the fuck does this mean? Death takes us all Death takes us all Give me the evidence of something to believe in No more childish made up bullshit I'll just put it to rest And close my eyes knowing that there's fucking nothing After I die will anyone actually care Or am I just fucking wasting my time? I want to believe that I'll see you again I don't want to lose control and fade away I fear the stories of a light calling out my name What waits for me? I dread the knowledge But still it hangs over me Death takes us all It will be nothing